Oh, but it's so hard to decide!

[malymin]

Things I could be doing:

• Work on new website.
  • Even though I'm not bad at css/html it feels overwhelming...
• Drawing art. Like literally any art.
• Write Princess Tutu fanfic.
  • I still need to find beta readers, though.
  • Still unsure of whether or not to "split off" already published fic chapters into seperate fics.
• Write Princess Tutu meta.
  • I have a big one on the characters' color coded associations still unfinished.
  • But I also want to do one on "what we know and can deduce about the contents of Prinz und Rabe."
  • And a platonic!Mythiru manifesto, since the state of even acknowledging them as friends in the fandom is dire...
• Finish reading The Light Eaters
  • I'm so close to done why did I stop...
• Start The Neverending Story.
• Watch any number of anime I've been meaning to get around to since high school.
  • Wolf's Rain. Evangelion. Haibane Renmei. Serial Experiments Lain. et cetera
  • At least I was able to get around to FMA 03 and Utena?

What I've been doing:

• editing the colors of images found via search engine queries for "dragons" "magical girls" "sparkledogs" etc for hours
• blue is the easiest for me to work with. I don't know how to articulate it but blue is often one of the best starting points
• I'm constantly rotating colors in my mind's eye but have a hard time finding good "fodder" images.
• This is why I should be just drawing and scanning pictures to use. Why am I not doing that.

Comments

[sewagelag00n]

Oops! Sorry for assuming, LOL. I should have known given just how insanely popular NGE is.

Very, very relatable, though. At this point, I am struggling to read a single book whatsoever… I feel really bad and slightly pathetic over basically being illiterate.

The only thing that gets me to intake new media is watching shows/movies with my friends. Like, I really only watched shows like Pantheon, Ranma 1/2, Apocethary Diaries, and more because I was watching them with my parents.

Actually, I watched NGE with my parents!! They’re from Hong Kong and watched a Cantonese dub of it as teenagers, so they wanted to revisit it with me. I don’t think they fully remembered how crazy and fucked up it was, though…. we were all sitting there shell-shocked during the credits of EoE.